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I'm not doing a cut, just making a new FO post.
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So here's the rundown of our trip:

Cut Cut blah blah )

So busy orz I'm sure we'll be exhausted by the end. I look forward to it though. There's a lot of unknowns, but then there always are.... I wrote up our train routes/general info last night so I have it all in one place.

Only 4 days O_O   
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I know I fall in love super easy and have my head in the clouds. But to be honest, most of the people I've liked up to now, I've known deep down that they weren't really right for me. I knew it was more of an infatuation than anything. And it frustrated me, because I have stupidly high standards for myself despite feeling that I'm not worthy of anyone (buh?)

But dammit, I've found someone who is so perfectly my ideal that it's not even funny. Our personalities are super similar. We have many of the same likes and habits. He's just the right age. He's smart. He's talented. He's handsome. He's sensitive. He's funny. He's just... as close to perfect for me as I think I'll ever find. And I can honestly say I'm not imagining all this.

But I have next to no chance. I know this. I'm realistic about this. I know I'm probably not what he's looking for at all. I know I'm just one tiny fish in the pond of girls who I'm sure adore him. But despite trying to talk myself out of it, out of falling for him, I haven't been able to.

Dammit. I don't like this feeling. I told myself no more of it...




If only I'd paid attention to him sooner.




Comments are off because I don't want to hear how I sound foolish and that I'm too unrealistic, etc. I know all this. I'm more writing this to get it off my chest and try to stop the same thing from swimming around my head.
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Doubt anyone will do it but what the hell. Have at it! Stolen from [livejournal.com profile] fly_little_wing. Screening for privacy and all that.

Post an anonymous comment with:

1. One secret.
(It doesn't have to be anything ~important~, secrets are usually secrets for a reason ♥ )
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. A hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you. <-you don't have to since this might give away who you are LOL but sure go ahead
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Hello!

I know there are 24 people who have me friended that I don't have friended back. It's probably because you never introduced yourself to me or something like that. If you see this and you don't normally see my posts, I don't have you added back. If you'd like me to add you back, please comment and introduce yourself and whatnot. Otherwise, feel free to remove me.

Thank you :)

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